I know not where I am, why I am here, why am I with who I am with and what am I doing. I also have no clue as to where I want to be, whether I want anyone with me there and what I want to do with my life.
Violent mood swings send me into a tizzy. There are hours in a day..when all seems so settled and life is just what I imagined it to be and then disgust takes over leaving me wondering how soon I could get out of this...dungeon of 'happiness'.
btw..isn't alcohol supposed to make us happy??!!